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Tracing back the steps
In close memory
Of the lives I've once crossed
Of the lives I've once put forth
Like footsteps
Imprinted in the snow
Long melted away with the summer's warmth
Through the field of weeds
Split in this moment
I find myself going on and on
I just needed a fucking way out
I just needed a way out
How can something you once thought to be so real
End with loneliness being the only thing you'll ever fucking feel
This hefty heart has nothing else left to exhaust
But the lies fed constantly with little to no remorse
I never needed a brand new start
What difference would it make to this heart
Split in this moment
I find myself going on and on
I just needed a fucking way out
I just needed a way out
Let me go
Blurry are the lines
That once painted a vivid picture
Of your loyalty
But it was all a game
I never needed a brand new start
Because what difference would it make to this heart
For the man who needs nothing
Never goes without
For the man who needs nothing
Never goes without
For the man who needs nothing
Never goes without
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I Can Pretend To Forget
03:32
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Fleeting from all my trials
With the aid of vices
As the sun makes its way
This darkness surrounds us
Took a backseat while I watched
Everyone moving with the ticking clock
Fine as everything seemed
I only found myself knee deep in nothing
The deafening silence of the morning
Reminds me of the darkness that once lid
The hope for change just simply yearning
And the memories that I can't forget
And all the words that I carelessly select
And all the memories that I can't forget
Why do I try so fucking hard
When I've come to terms with the fact
That coming of age is only but a milestone
For the things that I'll never achieve
I took a backseat while I watched
Everyone moving on
I took a backseat while I watched
Everyone moving on
I took a backseat while I watched
Everyone moving with the ticking clock
Fine as everything seemed
I only found myself knee deep in nothing
I can pretend to forget
But I'm trying my best
But I'm trying my best
I can pretend to forget
But I'm trying my best
But I'm trying my best
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If only I could wake
Into the middle of last week
All of what I am
Selflessly for you to take
If it's not to much to ask
Comfort in my own skin is all I seek
If you're going to leave please just do
Even though that you promised that you wouldn't
Months ago when you were
Crying into the weaves of my sweater
And I know that sometimes it rains
When it clearly shouldn't
And we tear the flowers out of the ground
Just to watch them wilt and die
I was never afraid of ghosts
Before you left
But now I see you everywhere
And it's making it hard
It's making it harder for breathing
It's making it harder for breathing
We had no ending
Neither said goodbye
And for the rest of my life
I will wonder why
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Remission
03:54
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I just wanted a grip in all of this
But it always seems like I'm missing a piece
Close enough for me to taste
When will I get to the end
I'll admit
ignorance on my part
Trust that I've done
All that I could
The dirt wedged in between
The cracks in the tiles
All that was jaded
Well washed into the color of denial
I told myself I would never regress
But the plague that stream the courses of my veins
Will always be black
They'll always be black
And I've given up on myself
I know it's too late to make things right
Never thought I would feel so sorry for myself
That you were deserving of so much more
I know I am nothing that you've hoped for
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Departure
03:24
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Have you ever wanted
To be something more
Than just a fleeting memory
Just waiting to dissolve
I've spent all my nights
Hoping to someday
Walk out that door
To a place where I can find myself
I guess it's time to go
To a place where no one knows
I know that I should leave
Please miss me, don't mourn for me
If less is more
Then what more do I have
If less is more
Then nothing is everything
If less is more
Then what hope do I have
If less is more
Then nothing is everything
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